First day of School

        I know that I have already done a blog on school, I just wanted to tell you about my first day back. It was weird, because I felt like we just took a small break and went back to the same year. I don't feel like it is a new year at all. The only difference is that there are some new faces and some missing faces. I am a bit more shy, though.
        I am the odd one out. I don't really fit in with all of the girls in my class. I feel like they are all so cool, and I am... Well, me. I think I am cool, but I don't think they do. Honestly, I am fine with being classified as uncool, but I don't want to be the girl that they occasionally talk to. I want to be friends with them... If it is even possible. There is one girl who gets on my nerves, but I still want to get a long with her. Isn't that the good thing to do? Try your hardest and if you still fail, learn to try harder...
        Besides being virtually friendless and having my own disdain towards people, I am liking school. I like my new english/social studies teacher, and I am warming up to the teacher from last year. The thing I find the most difficult to handle is the students. The people I already knew, are basically the same, but the ones I don't really know, act completely differently then I think they will. Most of the time, their personalities are better than I predict (What does that tell you about my predicting skills?).
        Last year, we had our lunch period at the same time as the middle school students, so I could see all of my friends (I made most of them when I was attending the middle school attached to our high school). This year, I found out our schedules are very different. Since I am not very close to any of the other high school students, I ate my lunch alone today. I took my drawing supplies down and just drew (and drank water... I didn't eat any lunch though...). That was my oh so "wonderful" lunch time experience. I was able to go outside for a little while and have break with the middle school. I was very glad about that.
        The first day of school wasn't as eventful as I thought. The biggest things were all disappointments, but I am still carrying one, since it was only the first day.  I don't know if you have already started school, but if you haven't, I hope yours goes a lot better than mine. :) But, having a day like that just made me realize how glad I was to have my sister. I was released before her today, and I was still bummed about my day when we went to go and get her (Btw, she is a senior in highschool). Over summer break, she told me she would go to her school library and check out manga books for me. I had forgotten all about that promise. She came out, and handed me two books and said "Did you forget about the promise?"... I guess I looked like I was questioning what she was doing, but I was really happy (Even though they aren't really ones I like, but it's the thought that counts). :)